Why God Why??

Why God?

Why must I go through all of this pain?

Why God?

Why must I go through all of this suffering?

God I know your love.

I feel it no more.

Holy Spirit where is your flame??

I stand here, looking around.

On this hill, on this hill I stand looking.

Searching for that flame that once was inside.

I pray the prayer I say at Night

Come Holy Spirit.

Fill me, find me.

I am lost, and I need you!!

Lord where are you??

You Called and you Shouted!!

I still do not hear you!!

You broke through the Darkness!

Yet I still can not see you Lord!!

Where are you!!

Then a flash of light comes before me.

I cant do anything but fall.

I fall on my knees.

The light is to bright.

I hear something!

Lord is that you?

Lord is that you?

I call once more LORD IS THAT YOU?

Yes, My good and faithful servant.

Behold, you have fallen many times.

Yet you still come and look for me.

Yes Lord Yes.

For you are my Lord and Saviour.

You still haven't answered:

Why I did have to go through this?

For the reason is build you up for the tests to come.

Behold you are my Son whom I am well pleased.

Lord for you are my rock who my foundation is on.

Do you trust me now my son?

Yes Lord!! Yes!!

I will go out on the street and sing praises of your goodness!!